Wrote this post the day before my water broke. It is very interesting to see how the final event turn out to be.
Getting excited everyday... the time is near... drawing closer and closer
Went to the gynae this morning... our dear Valerie is still in a breech position. I guess she's sitting in a very comfortable "Lotus Flower" position and not willing to move. Many wives over here said that this position is supposedly "good" because it resembles the way Goddess of Mercy sits.... hmmm...
Now that I have the C-sect date confirmed.... I feel so much better. Atleast there's a date to look forward to, and I think I'm not as nervous as before. Although the hope for Valerie to turn still exist, but it's no longer a do or die topic anymore. I've relaxed more... and kinda going with the "Valerie" flow... hahahahhaaha....
The one thing in my mind now is, "Is the doctor the best doc for my C-section?" I know, I know... you'll be saying "One worry has just gone away and another has arise". Cos I thought I was seeing the doc (Fadool) who's doing my surgery. But in came another (Fara, which I've seen before) and frankly, I felt much more comfortable with him. So, I'm now thinking if I should request for a change of doctor for the surgery. I feel like such a wuss. I'm worried about every decision I'm going to make. I'm always second guessing myself all the time.
Oh well, will ask Paul about it and see what he says.
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